i'm resigned to the fact that if i fail again, it's no biggie. but then the idea of spending so much on lessons and circuits and the test itself, it's what gets to me the most.

apart from selling youself off, what other ways are there to earn a reasonable amount of money? well, that explains why i'm home and not anywhere else. not that being broke is immensely depressing but... you gotta take stock of things. like how someone says that you gotta suffer financially now so that you can enjoy later.

is later when you're six feet under good enough? you'll never really know. in the meantime, i have spent the whole day like an utter sloth - sleeping, watching anime, playing ds andjust resting. i have to say, it feels good. now for my third round of zzzzs.

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