right after this, im going to crawl into bed, call the boy and give him smooches on the phone and then sleep.

the morning's run was alright. was really surprised to have woken up on time and get to the venue on time as well. course i got the brother to drive me down. of which i had to pay 15 bucks for petrol. but that's alright. about 11minutesish to complete my run. not that it's fantastic, but it's a start. might get a friend to run with me for the army run. 6km or 10km? i think we'll do 6km first. i'm still nervous about going beyond 5 because i've never trained for such a distance before.

i know. super weak. but we all have our little goals.

we had quite the adventure. i didn't want to go back so early so i took the bus all the way down to his place. showered and then we headed to macs for breakfast. had to run for the bus, which we missed and then quickly scooted over to the other stop since the bus was making a loop. ended up at the science center where we had mcgriddles, sausage mcmuffin with egg and hotcakes! strolled over to central for him to deposit cash and then back to his place again to finish up his prisonbreak and my vampire knights.

omg. that anime has got me HOOKED! kaname-sama and zero are like... droolishly hot. even for anime characters. damn it i'm turning into such a girl. but yes. i still can't understand the hype over prison break and michael scofield isn't really so hot. he is gay after all. okok. it's wentowrth miller who's gay but who cares.

then we napped. and napped. and just slept. whatever rest i needed over the week, caught it all up in the nap. snuggled up to my teddybear dinosaur and just concussed. headed home for dinner at ktm. brother let me drove and this time there were less outbursts and scoldings and i felt a lot more comfortable and confident. i still panic from time to time but it's getting less now. it's a lot easier when you know where you're heading and how to get there as opposed to being completely clueless.

even got to park in the carpark! home of course. my parents appear less... terrified with me being at the wheel and that's good. more private lessons with the brother (when i have cash) and soon enough i can drive on my own! and oh, gotta take leave on my birthday. one day where i refuse to work.

so now i'm off to bed and i'm gonna quit smoking because cigarettes are burning a hole in my wallet. love you loads baby and i'm really glad we had the talk and just let everything out.

feels like a married couple. and know what? if it was really true, i would really like to be married to you.

:)

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