17: my heart isn't in it anymore
You think that as you grow older, you stop playing the games when you're in a relationship. That age had somehow played apart in your maturing mentality. It's just funny that we can be mature about certain things and as for others, we're just still so child-like and naive. Or temperamental and childish even.
I honestly don't know what to say. It appears to me you think that I'm taking this all so easily and in stride. I'm sorry that it seems that working keeps devouring me to the point whereby when you're free, I'm not and vice-versa. You're coming to a crucial point, your exams are but weeks away and I'm doing my best in being understanding and accomodating to ensure that you're not distracted, that you're able to complete your work and revision on time instead of putting things aside just so that you can entertain me.
Why else do you think I want to go back to school? That we could be on par and in some sense, help and motivate each other. Seems everything's backfiring tho.
Thanks for being snappy, snarky and showing me attitude. If I had known that instead of trying to help someone you only serve to get slapped in the face with a zuchinni, then I honestly wouldn't have even bothered.
This goes into the books, in future, fuck helping people you care about. Haha. So true so true so true.
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