confucius say: when shit hit the ceiling, don't forget umbrella.

i'm determined not to mess up and make a fool of myself. again. i'm going to make everything superduperuber zai. i have this week to pull up my socks, set the standard for the weeks to come. now that everything's more or less in a rush, i'm liking things more and more. keep me busy, with the right things.

that's all i ask.

mostly people think me mad but it's a yin with an idle brain that's the worst of all.

also, skinny jeans expanded and hence is not as skinny anymore. i fear gaining in the weight department and ending up like the couple i saw at vivo. thunderously terrifying. not that i'm being mean but it's a sign. i've been slacking off on my runs for far too long. starting tomorrow, if time and everything else is permissible. i'm doing daily runs.

might drag ♥trex along. god knows we're old and huffing and puffing after a short walk at pasir ris and then waking up the following day not being able to move. yes. that bad. speaking of which, we went escape theme park where we go-karted (and i shouted 'fuck' because some asshole kept bumping into me and i would have torn him to shreds but realise i am but powerless), riding things that on a normal sane day i wouldn't because i am terrified of heights (something that spins and goes around, something like the magic carpet and the viking) and a haunted house - where we ended up looking after two kids who were dead scared.

a-yep. have a lot of things to sort out in my head really. i don't like having to face up to things that i've just kept at the back of my mind. still a tad bit emo but i'll live.

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