something mentioned today led me to think about this.

i don't really consider myself being one of those controlling girlfriends. yeah i'm possessive and jealous, that's pretty much normal and human. but when you consider controlling, i don't think i quite hit the scale. i pretty much let him do whatever he wants. hell he can have all the fun he wants and not even think of dropping a message or anything and whilst i am the one pissed off etc, it's not as if i tell him you go back home right now or i break up with you.

that's just... psycho. plus he doesn't function that way - you're not a huge fan of being threatened. that much i know very well.

plus... i don't really restrict his freedom - he meets up with whoever he wants (of course, occasionally not telling me of the sudden change of plans and usually i'm the one who's still awake), talks to whoever he wants, goes wherever he wants etc. we can conclude that i neither control nor restrict his desire and choice to do whatever he wants.

ok. so the point is that i'm not controlling, i give space and freedom. one last thing i'd like to add is that i don't really make you feel guilty or kick up a huge fuss (the two most recent occasion is for completely different reasons) or tantrum and ruin/spoil your mood. and i still, very firmly believe, that i sms you more when i'm out with my friends than when you are with yours.

hah!

and don't give me the rational that i meet my friends more etc etc. because i realise you only start behaving in that manner when i'm out with my friends instead of being with you. also, i don't meet my friends that often/much.

hmm.

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